what i feel......

I wouldn’t say that my life is a complete mess right now,
I am just so out of focus and my normal organized mind is cluttered and aimlessly wondering.
When I was still in school,
my goals were pretty clear and that’s to graduate and pursue my bachelor degree.
Now, though I have a fairly fun and stable college life,
I feel I am not using most of time and most of my talents to the fullest.
Despite that I can fairly identify certain aspects in my life that I don’t quite appreciate,
still my mind goes blank whenever I think of what I want in the future. My dream house, I guess, is just the only dream I have been constantly hankering and all the rest of my aspirations have changed due to the many changes I myself have also experienced.